I'll move to Paris, shoot some heroin, and fuck with the stars.

I love starting monday mornings with no worries, sleeping in, breakfast in bed. Last night emma and I were watching this move called "The Girl Next Door", It's not the cute movie it was the horror one and oh my god. The fucking saddest movie in the world. It was based about the true storie of Sylvia Likens and how her parents died and she had to live with her crazy bitch of an aunt who tortured her, hung her naked, had her children burn her, beat her, basically they killed her. It was such a sad movie, but it was so good. I suggest you see it. People are definitely sicko's. I could never hurt anything. How could you beat someone, starve them, burn them. I was watching some videos of actual people visiting the house where this happened. It was freaky as hell. Watch these. and also watch the movie. The girl next door and The American crime will give you the jist of what went down. This move really freaked me out.

i'm gonna chill out for the rest of the day, go to moms for dinner and listen to a mix of music. [:

come with me and we will plan our escape

i totally love nights where we plan on doing one thing and than we totally just do the opposite. That is what happened tonight and it was perfect. Pina Coladas, ceasar salads, cheeseburgers, chicken, french fries everything you can poss imagine. the name game in bbq was so funny! talking about silly things, going on ferris wheels in toys are us. sticking up the middle finger at little boys, eating candy and playing wii. haha.


i hate mousies so much, they are the grossest things in the world. i want something crazy to happen so i can blog about it. my life is simple.
i'm exercising tomorrow in the morning with darlyn than were going to grab brunch somewhere. or i'll make something.
i'm so happy i quit smoking. i wish dinosaurs still exsisted. i want to get chased by one.
this week is rad! i'm offff.


p.s.- i'm kind of getting bored with blogging, i have nothing to say anymore. haha.
except for the food i ate today.

you're so cute when your slurring your speech

these past few days have been equally out to some really bad habits. staying up late, getting no sleep, not doing my work like i should, being lazy(this is the one i hate). hopefully this passes, which it will.



it's 12:04, and i am looking a food. haha. i need a new hobbie, or not. i love looking at food. tomorrow darlyn, emma and i are going to get breakfast and hes bringing me an apple and banana haha how sweet. i have nothing to say, but i felt like blogging. I am watching The Chelsea handler show.. she is a silly lady.






i need my fix for indian food wednesday jan. 22. at 1pm :]
i also want moms oatmeal, she makes it the best. i miss it.
candy is driving me crazy, i quit snacking on it.
p.s.-i've officially met my twin. it freaking rules! bow <3

the way i see it.

well, i definitely love the way things are going in life. The friends i have and all. Well Last night we met up with the lovely Tracy, that followed dinner at Big Daddy's this really awesome diner i abs. love going too! we ordered some of the best food. I got this portebello mushroom sandwich with zucchini on ciabatta bread. Emma got a cheese burger the size of my face ha ha, and Tracy got breakfast food! everything looked and tasted wicked good. i love how we were all looking at every ones food specially the little 8 year old girls who said we were creepy for looking. the conversation they were having was pretty funny. than we went and sat at this tea time place. It was great. We definitely have some of the best conversations and the best plans! sea monsters, sharks in waves, beaches, Hawaii! Me and Emma are so grateful to have Tracy in our life, shes a really great person and we love her! This whole summer is dedicated to California ! we are roadtriping all over California, Washington, baja California, Texas ha ha. This is going to be pretty epic! I love planning and making memories,like our little RV ha ha. Positive energy rules! xxo

are you sure your in the right place?

Some things just don't change I'm actually pretty upset with what happened. It just dissapoints me when someone says one thing and than say another? I don't understand stand. why do you have to beat around the bush and sugar coat everything?. This just makes me more and more doubtful about things. Moving on... I wanted to write that so i'd look back and remember what happened and NOT MAKE THIS MISTAKE AGAIN. this is so silllllly though. I dont even know why i'm bothered by it so much.

nothing really is going on in life, i'm super stressed with a shit load of work i need to get out of the way. but i have been going to the best place for lunch this week.. haha it sucks i can't remember the name but me and dee. have been getting these delicious portebello mushroom sandwiches with arugula, peco de gallo sauce and mozzerella cheese. it's wicked amazing & the french fries are sooo good haha. I'm actually getting sick of fries. I love sandwiches, i'm probably gonna go to sandwich hell.

boooopdeee

goodmorning. I'm feeling pretty sick these days..Haven't been doing much other than just lounging around with miss emma. Crumbs should be calling soon which i'm thrilled about :D
So lately emma and i have been trying to plan out things for upcoming trips and stuff and the safest way to plan them is by getting organized and really knowing what we're going to doing. Hey if anyone wants to join, your more than welcome to come just let us no :)
I think febuary break is much needed for Martha's Vineyard.
Right now darlyn is coming over and we are going to Dashkin's this Indian/Pakistani restuarant. I'm looking forward to this "All you can eat" Lunch buffet. Sounds like our kind of restuarant.

Since we are moving out really soon, Me and Emma have been planning the setup of how our house/apt is going to look. I definitely want it to have different themes in each room. I want the living room to be a disco 80's prom theme. The kitchen to be like martha's stewart themed with all kitchen aid appliances! Emma says she wants a tropical beachy theme. blues, corals, and peaches. and poss a palm tree! for my room i want it to be exotic. I want maroon sheets and cream colored walls. but see i might split up my room into two themes. If i have a walk in closet than i want it to be like alice from alice in wonderland threw up in it. (thats a good thing) it's gonna be crazy. AHHHH... i can't wait to actually be designing it.


OHHHHH... I ALMOST FORGOT haha now i'm starting to remember what i wanted to write. The Madonna Inn is the perfect example of how emma and I want our hotel to look like in a way. But with a different twist but similar themes. :D

okay okay i'm done now. xoxx

richie rich i didn't know you were a bitch?

oh p.s-we made lemon cupcakes , like lemon flavor not just the color. and ofcourse one is already eaten. way to ruin the picture haha. typical.

huba huba, chupa chupa.

I'm so tired. pippin and i stayed home today we didn't feel like going for the whole day. I'm starting to just not care about things anymore. I've beem awfully forgetful and it's making me really upset. I can't find things anymore. wah wah wah. For lunch today emma got a cheeseburger and i got a chicken sandwich and french fries. It was the best ever. I love sandwiches there so good. I really need to make my pesto and mozerella one! I've decided that meat will be apart of my diet but not a huge part. Lean meat is rad! I really want a baby mochi! the one we saw yesturday was so freaking cute :D


Later on i plan on relaxing with emma and watching some marykate and ashley movies. I'm thinking passport to paris or Holiday in the sun. I love those movies. They bring back memories of when i use to pretend i was mary kate and emma was ashley haha. Things change. West coast here we come :D
Me and emma just made some really cute cheeseburger cupcakes.


waffle fries and milkshakes are the best. this week is probably going to be busy. me and emma really want to get our tattoos soon but its a matter of us not being lazy. anddd we need some time to chill with our girl friend tracy! we need some extra girly time that will involve pastries. nails. tattoos and tea time. xoxx

baby mochi pop open the can of sweet niblets please.

Hello. I'm sitting here early afternoon eating some steamed spinach with garlic. It's so good, taste just like the way my mom makes it. Emma and I have been crazy busy. All work no play. I hate it. I should be catching up with my work which im slowly doing today but at the same time I just don't feel like it. Yesturday I did natashas hair, came out great and than we got the best chicken biryani in the world from the indian restuarant around the corner. I never even noticed it. I love how they give us wine menus. It's kind of flattering. After dinner we emma, pearle, natasha and yasmen took a walk which followed tons of falling haha I fell so many times i was a dirt mess. The first time i fell this guy came and helped me up and i didn't realize i was still holding onto his hand and he was kind of like "you can let go now" so funny. I wish i was on the beach right now with emma a ciggarette in one hand and a margarita in the other. Sounds perfect. I miss clear blue water and casino nights with john and emma! I think i'd feel better if i went now. My mom and I were looking at plane tickets for cali. We have some pasadena house shopping to do. Its kind of scaring me how quick things are happening. woah woah woah. Ghost World just ended. I love that movie. Reminds me of emma and i back in the day. Oh my hair is a reddish brown if i didn't mention that at all. I really like it more than the black. change is good though. I've been having the weirdest dreams lately haha. T+N? i don't even know but they've been pretty okay dreams can't complain. I really want the hummus platter at slainte its sooo good.


oh p.s- i quit smoking it's been 1 week. I feel so great right now. I want to keep it up. Emma and I were craving one last night and we fought the craving! I think it will be just a vacation thing if we do smoke.


my list of things to make :
1). Pesto. mozzerella cheese. and tomato sandwiches
2). Okra and onion curry
3). Chicken biryani (emma is wicked excited about this one!)
4). MORE FOOD WITH PESTO! I'm sooo obsessed.